The fall always makes me think of you. I wish I could say
that the cold reminds me of you. But cold weather is not something that happens
in Southern California.
Maybe it’s the precursor to the holidays. Maybe it’s because
I’m feeling nostalgic. I really can’t pinpoint why it is that I recently
thought of you. Perhaps you’ve been calling me with your mind. But I remembered
that your birthday is coming up and so I decided to buy you a birthday card.
In all honesty, it is not my intention to reach out to you.
I think because of our salty experiences, it is just easiest not to contact
you. And maybe that’s why you haven’t
called or emailed.
Dare I say it, I hold you dear in my heart and truly that is
what may have sparked the thought to get you a card and let you know that I
care.
But I wonder, how it will be received. Should I even bother?
I asked around, and people advised me against contacting you. They said, “the
dreaded ex is like the plague.” While I
don’t consider you like the plague, I
definitely think twice before reaching out. I don’t want to give either of us a
glimmer of hope that the embers can spark up again.
I guess lately, I have been thinking about you more
frequently. I wonder how your life is. I hope that you have found what you are
looking for. I hope that you are happy. Sincerely.
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