I never understood why he could not say what it was that he felt for me.
maybe I couldn't stand to know the truth.
He always promised me the world, he just couldn't deliver most times.
The reality is that I wanted him more than he wanted me.
The facts are, he could never commit.
I am a realist. I know that perhaps he just didn't want to committ to me
and I am okay with that.
What I am not okay with, is him insisting that I waste my time.
He didn't want me and he didn't want anyone else to have me either.
So that was two years of my time. 2 whole years I wasted on someone who had no intention to keep me.
Lesson Learned.
