He recently reached out to me, asking for my home address. Says he wants to send a traditional Christmas card. I haven't responded to him yet. Don't believe that I will.
A running theme with me is "strange love." He was the strangest love that I have known.
Although, I can't begin to quantify my love for him. I must admit that I cared a great deal for his well-being. Surely, that must mean something!?
The story of Us was short. He tried feeding me his insecurities. I refused. I have always considered myself to be a complete person, never looking for my "other half." I want another complete person, so that we can accompany each other on this journey. Like myself, he was greatly flawed but it seemed as thou we complemented each other.
it was when he yelled at me that I could no longer take it. accusing me of faltering, when I never did. in retrospect, it was his insecurities that warped his perception. He saw a reality that was not complete.
That night was when I said my goodbye forever.
But he persisted. Coming in and out of my life over the last few years.
Thinking I could befriend an ex-lover. I was wrong.
I have never been one to befriend a lover. I don't get that concept. If I don't want to be with you romantically, what makes anyone think that we can be friends? I obviously don't like a certain part of you to want to spend time with you otherwise.
For whatever reason, my exes want to continue to be friends. again, I don't get it. <hairflip>
I think it's cause you're pretty!
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